January 2011
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“Harry Potter invented transportation through touching things, if that were the case, I’d touch everything.”
-Natalie Landis
Tonight, I am not okay. I’m scared. I’m terrified once more. I can’t tell you how exhausted I am of saying that. My counselor says the more layers she peels the harder it gets until I finally am so tired of it, that my brain moves on. I can’t tell you how excited I am for that to actually happen. Right now, everything is just bad. The nightmares are worse, my anxiety is the...
SOOOOooooo…what I’m really trying to say is it’s wayy past my bedtime.
I’m gonna try and fall asleep but, if I don’t will you still be here?
Cheers fuckers.
I’d like to say that to the idiots in the courtyard right outside my window. They’ve been fighting for an hour basically comparing dick sizes. The skinny guy keeps his hand in his pocket saying he’s not gonna hit the other one, the larger guy pushes the skinny guy around, but the skinny guy comes back and gets in the other guys face again. and again. and...
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How was your day?
“There is no “magic cure”, no “making it all go away forever”. There are only...”
– (via itookadeepbreath)
Today I felt good for the first time in a long time. I feel whole. This year I want to help as many people as I can. And I’m so excited to embark on my journey in doing so. I haven’t quiet figured out how I’ll accomplish this particular goal but I’m sure I’ll come up with a plan soon enough.
I’ve stopped talking to Stephen. I figure if he likes me he’ll...
Watch it. It’s not only inspirational it’ll also motivate you. Danny Boyle has out done himself with this one, not to mention James Franco’s in it.
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WatchThank you Madonna
Fuck you. I’m not waiting for you any more. I’m not some little girl you can play games with. I am beautiful, and good enough, so FUCK YOU!
you still hurt me - William Fitzsimmons
I got in a fight with my bff last night
I love my best friend and if she feels like a guy is starting to get in the middle of our friendship (even though I’ve only been on two dates with him) then I won’t see him anymore. Why? Not because I’m trying to throw a pity party for myself but because friendship means way more to me then a guy. End of discussion.
Even though I know that’s not the whole issue....
I could use a friend...
I don’t know whats wrong with me lately. I’m so sad an on edge all the time. I’m afraid of so much right now. I’m guessing it’s mostly my PTSD because I usually have better control over my emotions but right now, I have none. I can’t even handle being around my group of friends for a long amount of time. I can’t even describe how I feel right now. I...
Okay fine... Don't text back.
.Whatever Insomnia.
Gahhhh, I’m soooo tired. I had another nightmare last night, the mean trio came back. They gathered around my bed in my dream and stared at me once more. And of course I woke up screaming.
I want to be over these stupid things. I know they’re not real but when i’m dreaming it feels like it is. I think one of my worst nightmares, I actually felt my bed...
I just got back from my 2nd date with Stephen :) I like him alot. He’s the first guy that hasn’t tried to get in my pants.
What makes a good person? Is it the money in their pocket, the smile on their face, the way they carry themselves? I feel like I just woke up after a year of sleeping, like everything that happened over the span of 12 months just slapped me right across the face. What the hell have I been doing? Who am I? It’s like I’ve forgotten completely. I drown my life, my problems in debt and...
PEACE.
It’s all I’m asking for. Peace of mind, body, and soul. I wanna forget about my worries, stresses, about the things that urk me and drive me wild. I wanna forget about the things that make me self concious. I just want happiness in everything that I do.
